Story Structure — 5 Plot Phases
A New Stage In Antwerp
Lara applies to a prestigious ballet school and moves to Antwerp with Mathias and Milo after receiving an eight-week trial acceptance. She begins balancing demanding training with medical support for gender dysphoria.
Key Events
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Ballet School Application — Lara applies to a prestigious ballet school in Antwerp as an aspiring professional ballerina. Characters: Lara
Location: Antwerp ballet school
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Trial Acceptance — Lara is accepted on condition that she performs successfully during an eight-week trial. Characters: Lara
Location: Antwerp ballet school
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Family Relocation — Lara moves closer to the school with Mathias and Milo during the trial period. Characters: Lara, Mathias, Milo
Location: Antwerp home
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Medical Support Begins — Lara speaks with doctors, takes puberty blockers, and regularly sees a supportive psychiatrist. Characters: Lara
Location: Medical office
The Body Under Pressure
Lara performs well but tapes herself during training and endures increasing pain. Milo struggles with her transition, while Lara pursues surgery and signs the required consent documents.
Key Events
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Ballet Training Pressure — Lara trains intensely and tapes her penis despite advice against it, increasing her physical pain. Characters: Lara
Location: Ballet studio
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Milo Resists Transition — Milo struggles with Lara's transition and calls her by her deadname while Lara continues supporting him. Characters: Lara, Milo
Location: Family home
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Surgery Consent — Lara eagerly signs consent documents as doctors prepare to begin her sex reassignment surgery process. Characters: Lara
Location: Medical office
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Future Body Anxiety — Lara says she does not want to date until she has the right body, but her psychiatrist urges her to enjoy adolescence. Characters: Lara
Location: Psychiatrist's office
Health And Isolation
Hormone treatment does not change Lara's body quickly enough, and bullying at a sleepover intensifies her distress. A doctor identifies weight loss and infection, while conflict with Mathias and a difficult sexual encounter deepen her isolation.
Key Events
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Hormone Treatment — Lara begins hormone replacement therapy, but her body changes more slowly than she expects. Characters: Lara
Location: Medical office
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Sleepover Bullying — Classmates bully Lara at a sleepover, causing her to leave and return home. Characters: Lara
Location: Sleepover
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Dinner With Mathias — Lara finds Mathias having dinner with his new girlfriend and says she has a stomach ache. Characters: Lara, Mathias
Location: Family home
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Health Warning — A doctor notes Lara's weight loss and genital infection, ordering her to stop taping and gain weight. Characters: Lara, Mathias
Location: Doctor's office
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Classroom Breakdown — Lara nearly breaks down in class as the physical and emotional pressure continues. Characters: Lara
Location: Ballet school
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Brief Intimacy — Lara kisses a boy who is interested in her, prevents further touching, and then flees after the sexual encounter. Characters: Lara
Location: Building residence
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Argument At Home — Lara starts an argument with Mathias, who tries to understand her while she refuses to explain herself. Characters: Lara, Mathias
Location: Family home
The Surgery Is Delayed
Lara collapses during stage practice and breaks down at home after Mathias confronts her lack of eating. Doctors order her to stop dancing and postpone the surgery until she regains strength.
Key Events
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Argument At Home — Lara starts an argument with Mathias, who tries to understand her while she refuses to explain herself. Characters: Lara, Mathias
Location: Family home
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First Stage Practice — Lara barely completes the first stage practice and collapses from exhaustion backstage. Characters: Lara
Location: Stage and backstage area
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Delayed Departure — Lara wakes late and lashes out when Mathias says she has not eaten, then breaks down in tears. Characters: Lara, Mathias
Location: Family home
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Surgery Postponed — Doctors order Lara to stop dancing and regain strength, delaying her surgery. Characters: Lara
Location: Doctor's office
Crisis And Recovery
A brief period of family tenderness is followed by Lara's severe self-harm crisis. After Mathias remains with her through emergency care, a recovered Lara walks forward with determination.
Key Events
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Quiet Family Dinner — Lara appears better at a family dinner and later falls asleep while cradling Milo. Characters: Lara, Mathias, Milo
Location: Family home
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Morning Before Crisis — Mathias brings Lara coffee in bed before leaving for work and taking Milo to school. Characters: Lara, Mathias, Milo
Location: Lara's bedroom
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Self Harm Crisis — Lara prepares ice, calls emergency services, and mutilates her penis with scissors. Characters: Lara
Location: Lara's bedroom
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Emergency Care — Mathias stays beside Lara in the ambulance and at her bedside after the self-harm crisis. Characters: Lara, Mathias
Location: Ambulance and hospital
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Determined Recovery — A recovered Lara, now with shorter hair, walks determinedly down a street. Characters: Lara
Location: Street